in other news, i've been obsessing over six feet under. SO. GOOD. apparently, they're testing fire alarms in my building - i'm just sitting inside in my undies, when i'm pretty sure i should have evacuated the building at some point. eh.
morris may have a health problem of sorts. i have to call the vet at some point today. i'm putting my money on when i'm on my way to work.
also, my mum bought me a vacuum cleaner as an early birthday gift. how stoked am i? very. and i'm not even joking.
I finally moved to toronto this past sunday and am living with nade. Yay, nade!
I'm feeling a lot better - especially to how I felt living with m'mum. Things are looking up.
This summer will be amazing.
Sadly, though, I am stuck working in mississauga until may 10th. This means I have to bus there and back for a majority of my shifts. The trip back took me an hour last night - not bad at all. But the trip there means buses full of obnoxious tweens.
Like the bus I'm on now.
Grunt.
Cheers.
"Sometimes, I just want to open the doors while the bus is moving and just push one of them out. Then maybe, just maybe, one will slide under the wheels. Am I a bad person for thinking this?"
i'm moving on sunday. i didn't get into animation this year - but i will try again next year while i'm in textile design. i have a fever. i'm nervous about a million things - i'm excited about a million more.
life is good; life is fucking amazing.
being sick, though, is not.
cheers.
"I just want to lace my fingers in between the cracks in your ribs."
I was up for two days straight because of my portfolio. It is finally done. The assessment was yesterday. I stayed at the school all night. My eyes hurt. After the assessment, I went to my girlfriend's and was pretty much taken care of. I took the battery out of my phone - if it vibrated one more time, I would have smashed it to pieces. After no sleep and a day and a half of pure work, I didn't want to deal with anyone.
I still don't. I'm tired. I'm exhausted. I wanted to use a sick day for work today, but my boss wouldn't let me. She said she could let me start at five.
it is frustratingly fun. i spent most of my work day yesterday trying to solve it. i nearly beat my manager with it out of frustration and anger - but mainly fun!
i finally finished snuff today. i started reading it in the summer, lost interest, put it down and picked it up again last night. chuck palahniuk? really? have you read your other books? this is what you come up with? grunt.
also, i never knew he was gay. but i guess, thinking back, it isn't all too surprising.
my shoulders hurt from shoveling the driveway.
and i've a portfolio to get to once again.
oh. i also keep watching ready or not. i became a creep and found busy on facebook. go me.
cheers.
"I just want to lace my fingers through your ribs - break them apart and let myself in."
i had the best new year's eve and new year's day ever.
i got home just under thirty minutes ago. i wish i hadn't. i wish i had stayed where i was - with the foreign buzzing humming through the floors, a warm bed that i've become quite familiar with lately and the person that puts the biggest smile on my face with very little effort.
but i have work in four hours.
lame.
hope you all had a good year. here's to an even better one.
cheers.
"'It's where the little girl lives. With a doll that has no head.' 'Why would you say that?!'"
i watched the first episode of season six of the l word today.
i think i will like this season. also saw a shenny spoiler.
i am ridiculously sad today. i feel like crying.
it feels like someone has every last one of my heartstrings tied to each of their fingers; they just stand there, stoic and proud, clenching and loosening their fists until they find the chords that please them the most. i haven't the faintest idea why.
SHE GOT ME WALL-E! AND THIS AWESOME BOOK ON MAKING CUTE FELT CHARACTERS! AND A FAIRY CATCHING KIT (don't ask - inside joke)! AND SHE MADE ME COOKIES! AND CUTE PASTA ANGEL ORNAMENTS! AND SHE GOT ME JACK AND SALLY PLUSH DOLLS! AND AND AND! SHE BOUGHT ME THIS AWESOME DARK NIGHT JOKER SHIRT FROM WHEN SHE WENT TO MONTREAL!
GAH!!! I LOVE HER!!!!
she also loved my gifts. but, GAAAAAAAAAAAH IFUCKINGLOVEHER!!
the end.
cheers!
"I have an addiction - in fact, I think we both do."
oh man, i was standing behind the guy that asked the first "smoke a joint with me" question. so good. so, so, SO good.
my girlfriend was all "you're taking me to see a woman you're completely in love with. i don't know how i feel about this." by the end of the show, she loved her too. huzzah!
i was trying to find a video of how the show opened - because it was fucking AMAZING - but i can only find the opener for the chicago show with neil gaimen.
maybe i'll put it up later.
SO. GOOD.
cheers.
"I thought Melissa Mahoney was a fake name that I made up - turns out, it wasn't."
what a great show. i can't even begin to explain because it feels like all words just don't cut it.
i took my girlfriend with me and, during "we have to drive" she got hugged by one of the guys in the danger ensemble. it was pretty funny because she, at first, thought he was trying to get past her before actually going in for a hug.